A Leopard Can Change
Today has been exceptionally rough for some reason and
although I am the pillar of positive we all have rough days and I guess it is
just one of those days. I always try and
see the beauty of the world and the beauty of people, but sometimes the vision
can be easily clouded. Have you ever just woke up and thought the world is
wonderful, but as the day progresses and the negative annotations you embark
upon just seem to overwhelming and almost unbearable.
So many times I have been subject to many judgments by
others and to be quite frank it really can get to you. The sad part about it is the people who are
casting judgments have no idea what is in your heart or what your intentions
are. My heart is as big as a Mount Everest
I only and always have the best intention at heart, but yet some people think I
have some underlying motive for my good intentions. Is it because perhaps people have their own
struggles with good intentions?
Some leopards never change their spots, but some do and it
can be a difficult feat to prove that.
People in general I believe can be unforgiving and that is a ritual sin.
People do change and if you surround yourself around people that have the inability
to accept those changes then perhaps it is time to move on. Move on to today a future where the past is
unknown and the present is real and you are accepted for the person you have
become.
I suppose there are always those people that are the
ultimate pessimists and fail to see that the glass is half full, or they are
always suspicious of people’s intentions.
This is what gets me down. We
live in a pretentious world unfortunately.
Humans put on their happy face say what you want them to hear, but two
seconds later they cast some form of judgment and unfortunately as I said
earlier I am one of those people.
Today I cried, I cried for my best friend because she is no
longer here to give me those words of wisdom.
There is no more ”Jennifer who cares what people think you are
wonderful, kindhearted and an intelligent person.” I sometimes feel lost without my friend the
one who always cared and never cast judgments, but ironically she shows up
when I need her the most.
When I was weeping today missing her I looked up and there was
a beautiful red cardinal on the fence. I
knew it was her and I immediately felt comfort.
She came to me to let me know that she is here and she will always be
here in my time of despair. A smile came
to my face and the days troubles just seem to disappear because I knew that
despite others feeble attempts to kick me down or throw hurdles in my way she
would always be here to guide me out with a positive flare and this friend was
my mother.
Life is life and as I explained it can be cruel and unfair,
but don’t ever succumb to the evilness,, which sometimes it is easy to do. Never take evilness over good when the
circumstances seem grim. We are human
beings and we all have a heart we all have compassion this is what comes
naturally. Follow your heart and life
will never steer you in the wrong direction, but only if you allow it too.
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