There are times in our lives that there seems to be no end to our hardships. There is one mountain after another to climb. Sometimes each mountain seems higher then the one before. It is so easy to get discouraged with the endless journey of hardship and bad breaks. If we let our hardships and bad breaks define our present and our future then the hardship will continue to progress into even bigger mountains.
I spent most of my life wallowing in my hardships and continuously focusing on my problems it was nearly impossible to see the good. My thoughts consumed me day and night and I honestly thought that there was no end to the hardship. I had accepted that this was the way of my life and that nothing would come easy. Life was a battle a very difficult journey. This journey was turning me into a very bitter and vengeful person. I did not have the capacity or the know how to snap out of it. It just kept perpetuating and eating away at my soul until there was virtually nothing left of it. Just an angry bitter soul that did not even know what happiness was anymore. Anger was the only emotion I knew and happy people just annoyed me. I felt robbed and cheated and hated life. I went about my daily business, but did so miserably.
